"Runaway Love"

I've been told that it is never okay to runaway from your problems, or from anything for that matter. But why is that? Why is it not okay to run away? Is it better to stay and suffer? I have been deliberating with this for quite a while now, because I am thinking of running away. I have had some circumstances, situations, maladaptive relationships in my current town. Now that I am graduating I can not wait to leave. In my mind, I will be leaving behind all of the memories of the bad times. Not too mention all of those people that I would not mind forgetting. Does that speak negatively on my character that I would rather leave a situation than remain in it and be miserable? I really think this situation is different than when people try to runaway from themselves. This ain't me. These people here are crazy and shady.
I have never runaway from a challenge, a fight, or any other bad situation before. But after spending five years in shark city I am tired. There has been way more bad experiences than good. Is it wrong for me to want to leave? Why is it that everyone around me keeps telling me to stick it out? There is nothing to stick out. Stick it out is something you say to someone that is in a bad situation that they have to be in for some odd period of time. I have stuck it out. I'm done. It is over. I have been waiting to peace out of this place for years. Once I get that chance you want to make me feel like a coward for taking advantage of my freedom. Well, eff that. I'm out.
This is my life. My life. Let me rephrase that. This life is mine. I will live it as I wish. Why must the people around me try to navigate my life for me, then get disappointed when I venture off course. Who's life are we talking about again? Oh yeah, thats right, it's mine. Let me do me. Please, don't try to pressure me. I don't do well with pressure. I am stubborn. I will do what I feel is best for me. Thank you for your concern. I appreciate it. You do not need to repeat anything to me, I heard you. Trust that I have my best interests in mind as well.

I do want to leave and I gotta go right now................


Random Ramblings of Bree